Through Ellie, Bear was able to explain that he wanted to grieve with me about Suki, and that I shouldn’t shield him from my pain, but rather acknowledge his and hold him and talk about her with him.
This is so, so good to know and already I can feel he has been more at peace. Suki was able to tell us that she is still very much around and wants to come back to us somehow. That we shouldn’t cry for her. Ellie explained what a ray of light she is and what a breath of fresh air she was to talk to. How she was so ready and enthusiastic to communicate. This has been amazing as now I can look at photos of her and rejoice in the funny, happy girl I knew her to be, rather than focus on the last few days when I have felt so much guilt over not being able to save her. Suki was able to tell us through Ellie that she’s ok, and that she knows how much we love her.
Losing my Suki felt like the hardest thing I will ever have to go through, she was the love of my life and her brother Bear felt the same about her, she was just so special and we were all inseparable, so the pain has been unbearable. I have really felt like my life was over, and the only thought that has given me solace is that I might still be able to connect with her energetically through someone who has that gift.
Ellie’s reading helped me to turn my immense guilt and pain over not being able to save my baby, into being able to rejoice in the life she did have and remember her with the laughter and happiness she always gave us in life. Thank you, Ellie, for helping to start the healing process and for being a loving support to both my babies and to me. I am recommending you to all of my friends and I hope to book another reading with you in the future. Bear, Suki and I are so grateful! – Manon